I'm probably a thousand years old, maybe two? I don't really remember much past the last five or six lifetimes. You sort of- It gets fuzzy. But I've learned that as I get older, those other lives start to clear up. Like your mind learns how to stretch back a little further. I only know of six different lifetimes, but I know I've had more. It's something I can feel in my gut, even if I can't remember.
[ it's tricky trying to talk it out. it just makes her think about how much she can't remember. which is weird. ]
Basically I'll be around forever but I might not remember most of it. But that's okay. [ it actually is okay. weird! but okay. ] I was a little reckless, the last couple of lifetimes. You get cocky when you know you'll be back. But this is different, even when I was a really little kid I decided it would be different. I like how things are going way more this time.
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Date: 2017-05-24 03:42 am (UTC)[ it's tricky trying to talk it out. it just makes her think about how much she can't remember. which is weird. ]
Basically I'll be around forever but I might not remember most of it. But that's okay. [ it actually is okay. weird! but okay. ] I was a little reckless, the last couple of lifetimes. You get cocky when you know you'll be back. But this is different, even when I was a really little kid I decided it would be different. I like how things are going way more this time.